Sunday, January 01, 2012

2012 another year

Small Creature alert at Bottom below Red line
First up number twos 18th bday bash,on the 29th...he nicked off to Esperance next day without even saying cheerio and havent heard from him since,an ear burn time tonight me thinks and he ll be making his own lunch tomorrow when work returns as Im aiming a very early start......... 








Fluffa was not amused by the attention he got,disappeared promptly after............................................

The New year has arrived,without an determining boundary,one day was the same as the next except I wasnt at work,I wish I was, it would have felt better..
The New  Year,what are your expectations? Is there a goal? Have resolutions that most probably be long forgotten by the end of the month? Mine will be to make it through to next Christmas,and still be sane and healthy.Oh and happy as well.
My list which is still a hope rather than an aim
1. Find a job where Im valued as a person and a team member,where I dont have to watch my back
2. Get back into sewing,I miss that satisfaction of the colours and shapes in patchwork/quilting,the nice clothes I used to make,
3. Get into my stash and create something from it,yarn and cloth
4. See more of my Friend who I miss heaps
5. Lose weight and get fitter,I doubt I could run around the block now
5. At the end make a decision about my future
Not in order of course but it gives an idea of what to persue or rather a reminder?
This Christmas has been one of the most stressful ones for some time,last year Id lost my Dad about whom I discovered more after he was gone and will always leave a hole inside me and a missing peice like my brother did,the anniversary of his going in a couple of days when, thank god I wont be here so will be afforded a little time of peace to reflect. My nightmares have returned and I spend time reflecting on them trying to read what they are trying to say.I should write a book I keep telling myself,before age takes the memories away,lol but maybe then the words I write  may be better reading too...

I love boganvilleas,one day Id love to go and stay someplace tropical where I can see all the colours,from apricot to magenta,maybe swim in a warm pool and be myself............theres a overpowering need to be with the girls in my family,to talk womens business and share common interests and most importantly laugh.Maybe that will be at the top of my list..




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Had a little friend keep me company last night while painting,very quick but I waitied til he rested and got a couple of good shots,didnt have the Macro one and no time to get it but I like them ,spontaneous... 









1 comment:

  1. Yes that should be at the top of your list, nothing like chat and laughter with good women friends, sorta seems clear out troubles and give fresh new outlook on things. Must organise a girl's day with my BGF - ASAP

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